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some extra thoughts [May. 18th, 2005|12:04 am]
[mood |depresseddead]
[music |still listening to taking back sunday (cute w/o the e- acc.)]

my new poem; i like, judge all you want.

as i hold the razor
my head is flooded
and i cant even think straight
or cut straight for that matter
fuck it, and fuck you too
i can hurt myself,
way better than you ever could.

you could call, but you wont. i could die, and i hope i do.

- ps the worst you can deal out is, way nicer than i tell myself -

and i just wanted to tell you the truth. and see it leaves us in the same place, when you even dare to get critisized. so w/e if this is it. it is it. i cant believe that you couldnt handle hearing how i felt. and after all of this, it was you ditching me and you getting mad at me for being upset that ruins it all.

From: unwanted_words
2005-05-18 03:17 pm (UTC)
Aww ruthie.. I hope everything gose alright. I haven't talked to you inforever.... I miss ya girl.. Will have to do something over the summer...

Also I'll always be here for you if you need me!

Luv ya ruthie...

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